Gayle ~ I have decided to send your Spirit Body or your essence a communication via the ethereal atmosphere of the internet. I trust in doing so that the love and light of this will gather up there in the great imagisphere of the universe and you will then collect the good intention of this message whenever you want to.
This is sent as a way to update me of my progress since you passed, I have done really well with the promise that you made me make. You either already know, or you are so far gone in your next lifetime that the thought of me is faint if at all.
I upgraded my website over the past few weeks, and I pledged to a launch date of today. I made it just in time to honor you, publishing the changes at 12:36 this morning. I have grown so much more over this past year. I am glad that you would be happy. I am in full blown loving service. Thank you again, for wanting me to do this.
I have yet to find my partner, my "sacred significant other" as you also made me promise that I would do. I wonder where that promise has gone, but then again I have really only focused on the promise to walk in loving service. For as much work as it has been for me to change for the highest good perhaps now the next work will be connecting with "him".
I hope he understands that I am writing a book now, in addition to looking for him.
I have taken on a deeper love, a sacred significant relationship with Plant Medicine. Of course you know this too, as you placed that sticky Pine Cone in my hands when I left your home the day of your memorial service. The Pine Cone, sacred geometry, the pineal gland activation ... the shut down of your brain, the activation of your light body. The day soon after you passed when your essence came to visit me at work to give me all of the information. That was the same day that you asked me to call Jamie, she had to return to work for the first time and you were worried about her. That day you also saturated me with all of the images of natures patterns. That was intense to say the least, you taught me so much that day, showing me all of the things that I never understood before about geometry. I had no idea that a Pine Cone in 2006 would turn into a profound healing work today. There is so much more about this that you know.
"Love is blind. Friendship is clairvoyant." This is so true as it was all the truth with you Gayle. You saw me in the ways that I live in today. Amazing! I am still stunned by your insight and your faith in me. You got me good with that final promise, last breath stuff. I still cry and I will always thank you. As much as I understand it now, it still just blows me away.
I used to think that you weren't present for the last 10 days of your life. I now believe that you were busier than ever, working out all kinds of details for the greater ways of all of us that you loved so much. The day before you passed when you called for me, me out of all of the people surrounding you to tell me about karma. I got it. I got it. I finally understand about Karma.
I have added the work of "Dying Consciously" or in the Shamanic Ways, the work of "Death Walking" to my medicine bag. I have done this primarily because of what you taught me in the last few weeks of your life. Through this work, I am not afraid of dying. That may be easy to say as it seems that death is nowhere near me in my life right now. That said, we are really never ever prepared. I miss my Dad so much. He passed right after you did. That was a hell of a time to take lessons from. I am not as emotionally awkward when facing the death of others. I offer support to help people cross over now, but mostly to help the ones who are left behind. You quite possibly know what I have learned, and that is that death is just the birth of the Spirit Body into the Spirit Realm. That makes it all so much sweeter when death is looked at in this way.
Gayle, I believe that you came onto this Earth with an agreement that you would activate me before you died. You did activate me before you died. I am eternally grateful as I cry my annual and traditional August 15th tears now. I knew I wouldn't make it through the day without the sweet cleansing of a visit from you.
It gets better every year, I trust the same for you.
Blessings, love and more ... for eternity,
Laurel
Gayle ... I loved you more than I knew.
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