it is interesting ...

I worked with a dear friend last night, helping her detail and organized her information and course of intentions to mentor the Munay-Ki. I mentored her through the rites recently and she has taken on the responsibility of an Earth Keeper in the Heroes Journey and she is carrying the rites to others now. The evening was a blessed reward of all the she and I are doing.

In working with her I was granted several epiphanies throughout the evening. The grand catagory that the epiphanies fell into is that I am doing the work, walking the walk and talking the talk that Spirit intended for me to do. I live in a magical world of love and light, of love and service, of love and brilliant visions and dreams (both day and night) of a better world. It is happening ... one person at a time begining with me.

When my dear friend left last night my emotions flowed and tears rained down my face. Some of the tears were of appreciation for my Father. The essense of my Father has been present lately. He is a much sweeter soul now than he was before he left this earth walk. I am a much sweeter soul now than I was before he left this earth walk too. I thanked my Father for his essence that kept me "real" in a situation that came before me this past week.

From that thought I spiraled into the thoughts of a beautiful man that I met two years ago. We shared contact again yesterday and it was as sweet as usual. This man came into my life at a most, perhap the most significant pivot point of my entire life. This man held space for me and this transition point at a very high level of respect. We had just met at the time that my friend Gayle was passing. He was there for me in amazing ways.

That series of thoughts brought me back around, full circle to walking the walk, talking the talk and doing the work that Spirit intended for me to do. Spirit lines us up so well when we allow it. The work ... learning, growing, teaching, knowing ... receiving support, healing, supporting others while they heal, being in and of loving service for our individual and tribal awakening ... the work showed its course last night.

This has been a life long journey. I had been walking towards this path most of my life. It was two years ago that I realized I could no longer live vicariously through my higher self any longer. It was the time that I be my higher self. Two years ago ... this coming August 15th ... my dear friend Gayle left her earth walk. Gayle was my catalyst, she lit the fire under me. Gayle was the volunteer, placed here by brilliant organizers to motivate me into action.

I have written a lot about Gayle so some of you know the story.

As more tears stream down my face today ... as I come towards the mark on the calender when I will sit with Gayle's essence in gratitude, I wonder will she bring the rain again or will she just send a nudge on the wind that activates me further and deeper into the knowing of who I am. Whatever happens I am so grateful.