If we accept the concept that we are all creators of our own personal world, then the character we call the "devil" is more realistically a project of our own minds. This poor devil has been accused of many misfortunes. Any negative action that occurs in the world today is often laid at his doorstep. Isn't it time we stepped forth and repudiated this blame for the ills of society? We must take our rightful place in the scheme of things and the responsibility that goes with it. No one wants to be the bad guy each is quick to point his finger at others for the problems that abound. Let's be accountable to ourselves and others. Let's create a positive concept and offer better solution to our troubles. We can then lay to rest the illusion of the devil, and we may find we really didn't need him anyway.
Borrowed from Creative Thoughts for Inner Peace by William H. Thompson
Saturday, December 5, 2009
Thursday, December 3, 2009
123
wide awake early from a bump in the night
not frightened or worried, aware with insight
a call to awaken in the early morning hours
to access the focus of Spirit's great powers
these Powers are subtle when given by Source
never to be thrown around or scattered with force
rare when they are needed but important when I do
stir up some magik and cast its work through
through holes in the darkness or blocks in the light
through concepts of righteousness for the freedom of rights
when called to awakening when upright or down
I get up and cast the circle and place my feet on the ground
the sounds that I heard were not scary, they were sweet
they moved me to get up and stand on my feet
to create this day’s destiny before the morning Sun
to be present with gratitude that the Creator and I are one
we are one in the love that we both hold so true
the love that is calling to each one of you
the love that is waiting to purify this Earth
the love that is hoping that you will recognize your worth
wide awake early from a bump in the dark
surrounded in smoke from Red Willow‘s bark
the wish that was cast between the Creator and me
is that you will wake up and stand with Great Spirit and me
in the early morning hours of 123 (December 3, 2009)
123
not frightened or worried, aware with insight
a call to awaken in the early morning hours
to access the focus of Spirit's great powers
these Powers are subtle when given by Source
never to be thrown around or scattered with force
rare when they are needed but important when I do
stir up some magik and cast its work through
through holes in the darkness or blocks in the light
through concepts of righteousness for the freedom of rights
when called to awakening when upright or down
I get up and cast the circle and place my feet on the ground
the sounds that I heard were not scary, they were sweet
they moved me to get up and stand on my feet
to create this day’s destiny before the morning Sun
to be present with gratitude that the Creator and I are one
we are one in the love that we both hold so true
the love that is calling to each one of you
the love that is waiting to purify this Earth
the love that is hoping that you will recognize your worth
wide awake early from a bump in the dark
surrounded in smoke from Red Willow‘s bark
the wish that was cast between the Creator and me
is that you will wake up and stand with Great Spirit and me
in the early morning hours of 123 (December 3, 2009)
123
Friday, November 27, 2009
Gratitude to my Tribe ,,, thanks (for) giving
Spirit woke me last night (or so I dreamed) and asked me if I had started my gratitude list yet. I told Spirit that I had been working on it for days, just for Thanksgiving alone.
I dreamed for awhile that as I was compiling my list and in my dream many of you were walking through the room (that I was dreaming in) and saying "Hi" to me. This caused me to start writing each of your names down on the list.
I shared with Spirit that I would be writing a list for days if I listed one by one the amazing people that have come my way over the past year, just since last Thanksgiving. I shared with Spirit my gratitude for each of you. I could feel my heart grow in my dream.
Spirit said ... "whether they have been a cameo presence, a constant visitor or if they are a daily experience in all of your moments and reasons to be, let them know you value them for who they are".
I then woke from this dream and more fully realized my immense gratitude for the people that have come into my life just since last Thanksgiving Day. I am writing this with a tissue in hand ... using the tissues to dry my tears of joy.
If you receiving a gratitude statement in the form of an email you have created beauty in my life by sharing your love with me. I am so very blessed by the presence of you in my life and I would like to thank you for your presence in my dreaming and awakening of GRATITUDE.
There are hundreds more that have walked a ways with me who did not receive this in the form of an email. To those if you know me and your heart beat a bit faster during the time that you read this blog entry, I am grateful for you too.
Gratitude is the elixir of happiness and it is a complete healing balm.
I dreamed for awhile that as I was compiling my list and in my dream many of you were walking through the room (that I was dreaming in) and saying "Hi" to me. This caused me to start writing each of your names down on the list.
I shared with Spirit that I would be writing a list for days if I listed one by one the amazing people that have come my way over the past year, just since last Thanksgiving. I shared with Spirit my gratitude for each of you. I could feel my heart grow in my dream.
Spirit said ... "whether they have been a cameo presence, a constant visitor or if they are a daily experience in all of your moments and reasons to be, let them know you value them for who they are".
I then woke from this dream and more fully realized my immense gratitude for the people that have come into my life just since last Thanksgiving Day. I am writing this with a tissue in hand ... using the tissues to dry my tears of joy.
If you receiving a gratitude statement in the form of an email you have created beauty in my life by sharing your love with me. I am so very blessed by the presence of you in my life and I would like to thank you for your presence in my dreaming and awakening of GRATITUDE.
There are hundreds more that have walked a ways with me who did not receive this in the form of an email. To those if you know me and your heart beat a bit faster during the time that you read this blog entry, I am grateful for you too.
Gratitude is the elixir of happiness and it is a complete healing balm.
North
Of all of the medicine pieces that I have gathered together over the years; feathers, rocks, shells, crystals, an assortment of totems and talisman and other random tangible tracers of time and place, perhaps the most important one is my compass. I am not short on sacred medicine pieces, I have a full supply. I want to call myself a Spiritual Pharmacist and I laugh as I wonder if I am some form of a sacred medicine hypochondriac.
During the Spiritually dry spell in my life when I acted more like a rock than a sponge, when I allowed an entity other than Spirit to try to define me I took down my altar and I hid or cloaked my goods. During that time I forgot for a vital second who I was and then choose to continue to forget for awhile longer. I maintained contact with one piece that seemed to hold me to my truth. That one piece was a compass, a cheap plastic and aluminum fifty cent piece sized compass.
I was lost.
I called on that compass hundreds of times to simply line me up with the direction of “North”. “North” is the direction of all directions. I believed that somehow if I knew where North was I would be able to get back on path somehow. Some days all I needed to know was that North was “that way”. Other days I would stand in the direction facing North and ask that “the direction of all directions lead me”. There were days when I would have to stand with the compass and make sure for certain that the needle lined up perfectly with the capital “N” placed at quarter mark in the circle.
One day long after I was found, I looked at my compass that sat front and center at my altar … my prayer space. It sat with a number of other sacred items and I realized with great gratitude that it was “North”, the direction of all directions that placed me at center. “North” and all of the directions that co-create center with the “North” brought me home again.
Here is a suggestion … the next time you are out shopping for a new crystal or talisman, scavenging the shore lines and the hillsides for a stone or rock or the next time you need connection to Source go to a local sporting goods store and buy a compass. It’s hard to find a good cheap compass but it is worth the money to have one. You would spend $25 on a nice crystal, spend $20 on a good land compass.
Take the compass home and stand in your yard or on your deck or balcony. Lay the compass flat in your palm and spin around in circles until you line up that needle with the direction “North”. When you find “North” look out into the northern realm of your life and say thank you. Turn to the “East” and look out into the eastern realm of your life and say thank you again. Repeat this with “South” and “West”. Yes there is an order to follow while calling in the great circle around you.
When you have completed your gratitude circle of the four directions, don’t forget there are a few more. Look up into the vast sky realm of your life and say thank you. Look down and imagine that you can see the molten core of our Mother Earth realm and say thank you.
Now take another moment or ten, to connect to all of these directions “N, E, S, W, above and below and call in the energy of this sanctuary that you have just built. Call the energy in to the seventh direction. This seventh direction is the direction that takes you within. The direction of within is centered in your heart and soul. Your heart and soul is centered in all of these other directions. When you are at the center realm of your life say thank you to yourself.
During the Spiritually dry spell in my life when I acted more like a rock than a sponge, when I allowed an entity other than Spirit to try to define me I took down my altar and I hid or cloaked my goods. During that time I forgot for a vital second who I was and then choose to continue to forget for awhile longer. I maintained contact with one piece that seemed to hold me to my truth. That one piece was a compass, a cheap plastic and aluminum fifty cent piece sized compass.
I was lost.
I called on that compass hundreds of times to simply line me up with the direction of “North”. “North” is the direction of all directions. I believed that somehow if I knew where North was I would be able to get back on path somehow. Some days all I needed to know was that North was “that way”. Other days I would stand in the direction facing North and ask that “the direction of all directions lead me”. There were days when I would have to stand with the compass and make sure for certain that the needle lined up perfectly with the capital “N” placed at quarter mark in the circle.
One day long after I was found, I looked at my compass that sat front and center at my altar … my prayer space. It sat with a number of other sacred items and I realized with great gratitude that it was “North”, the direction of all directions that placed me at center. “North” and all of the directions that co-create center with the “North” brought me home again.
Here is a suggestion … the next time you are out shopping for a new crystal or talisman, scavenging the shore lines and the hillsides for a stone or rock or the next time you need connection to Source go to a local sporting goods store and buy a compass. It’s hard to find a good cheap compass but it is worth the money to have one. You would spend $25 on a nice crystal, spend $20 on a good land compass.
Take the compass home and stand in your yard or on your deck or balcony. Lay the compass flat in your palm and spin around in circles until you line up that needle with the direction “North”. When you find “North” look out into the northern realm of your life and say thank you. Turn to the “East” and look out into the eastern realm of your life and say thank you again. Repeat this with “South” and “West”. Yes there is an order to follow while calling in the great circle around you.
When you have completed your gratitude circle of the four directions, don’t forget there are a few more. Look up into the vast sky realm of your life and say thank you. Look down and imagine that you can see the molten core of our Mother Earth realm and say thank you.
Now take another moment or ten, to connect to all of these directions “N, E, S, W, above and below and call in the energy of this sanctuary that you have just built. Call the energy in to the seventh direction. This seventh direction is the direction that takes you within. The direction of within is centered in your heart and soul. Your heart and soul is centered in all of these other directions. When you are at the center realm of your life say thank you to yourself.
Law and secrets ...
"The LAW of Attraction" and "The SECRET" are great additions to the "New Age" bookshelf.
The Law of Attraction brings the information to the masses that thoughts are things. It is basic knowledge for those who know that "you are your thoughts". If thoughts are negative your surroundings will be negative and if thoughts are positive your surroundings will be positive.
The Secret has given millions of people a permission slip to start heading towards the light. That in itself has been of great benefit to us all. Looking back to the release date of The Secret, it provided a push in momentum for the shift that many of us are witnessing and are so grateful for now. More and more people are accepting of the light and many more people are living in the light.
Last night in a lucid dream I heard "THE LAW and THE SECRET only worked then". Of course I wondered what that message was about so I asked. I was told that the terms are too strong. The Law enforces demand and The Secret implies that it is not common knowledge; therefore many people will still naturally resist this information even knowing innately that it will serve their highest good to know it. Some people are not connected to their innate ability.
My thoughts of this dream after awakening connected me to the control of organized religion. Religion was created by the ruling forces of the growing world to control the masses. Laws were created to restrict the greater number of Spiritual practices held sacred by the people. These laws were created in secret meetings by secret societies, held with such secure measure that many people didn't even know the laws until after they had broken them. This was the development of CHURCH and STATE being one.
Back to the dream, the final message in the dream was this "there is no need to place laws on this movement ... it is a cooperative. there is no need to whisper any of it ... just speak the words softly in a clear voice." That message left me with the feeling and the greater understanding of what this movement is all about. It is about LOVE, just love.
I don't want anyone to think I am being critical of Ester Hicks or the creators of The Secret. I have followed The Law of Attraction for years, I own most of the Abraham-Hicks work, and I have seen Ester Hicks channel Abraham... amazing!!! I receive the daily message in my email box every day.
I watched The Secret twice and I am grateful when I acknowledge its powerful and precise messages. I didn't read the book and I have recommended it as required reading to many, many people just beginning their Spiritual growth.
Written November 13, 2009
The Law of Attraction brings the information to the masses that thoughts are things. It is basic knowledge for those who know that "you are your thoughts". If thoughts are negative your surroundings will be negative and if thoughts are positive your surroundings will be positive.
The Secret has given millions of people a permission slip to start heading towards the light. That in itself has been of great benefit to us all. Looking back to the release date of The Secret, it provided a push in momentum for the shift that many of us are witnessing and are so grateful for now. More and more people are accepting of the light and many more people are living in the light.
Last night in a lucid dream I heard "THE LAW and THE SECRET only worked then". Of course I wondered what that message was about so I asked. I was told that the terms are too strong. The Law enforces demand and The Secret implies that it is not common knowledge; therefore many people will still naturally resist this information even knowing innately that it will serve their highest good to know it. Some people are not connected to their innate ability.
My thoughts of this dream after awakening connected me to the control of organized religion. Religion was created by the ruling forces of the growing world to control the masses. Laws were created to restrict the greater number of Spiritual practices held sacred by the people. These laws were created in secret meetings by secret societies, held with such secure measure that many people didn't even know the laws until after they had broken them. This was the development of CHURCH and STATE being one.
Back to the dream, the final message in the dream was this "there is no need to place laws on this movement ... it is a cooperative. there is no need to whisper any of it ... just speak the words softly in a clear voice." That message left me with the feeling and the greater understanding of what this movement is all about. It is about LOVE, just love.
I don't want anyone to think I am being critical of Ester Hicks or the creators of The Secret. I have followed The Law of Attraction for years, I own most of the Abraham-Hicks work, and I have seen Ester Hicks channel Abraham... amazing!!! I receive the daily message in my email box every day.
I watched The Secret twice and I am grateful when I acknowledge its powerful and precise messages. I didn't read the book and I have recommended it as required reading to many, many people just beginning their Spiritual growth.
Written November 13, 2009
Sunday, August 16, 2009
Morning 14 - The 3:15 Experiment
You can have all of the problems that you want to have. You can have all that you want and you can import them in from other people too if you feel like you don't have enough of your own, they will let you.
If you have done this well already, stocked up on your own problems and brought in a large number of other peoples problems, you have done a great job. You have run this import business very well.
Now is the time to change jobs.
Go into the export business today.
8/14 @ 3:23
If you have done this well already, stocked up on your own problems and brought in a large number of other peoples problems, you have done a great job. You have run this import business very well.
Now is the time to change jobs.
Go into the export business today.
8/14 @ 3:23
Morning 13 - The 3:15 Experiment
What really matters?
What are you doing for others that you aren't doing for yourself?
What can you change in someone else?
What would you do differently?
What is the most important thing that you do?
What matters in the end?
The answer to all of these questions is LOVE.
It's always important. Good or not good love yourself (first). Let that person be ... be ... be yourself. All problems in the past are related to loving enough or yourself not enough. Starting with yourself love yourself enough and in the end the heart may stop but the love continues to grow.
What are you doing for others that you aren't doing for yourself?
What can you change in someone else?
What would you do differently?
What is the most important thing that you do?
What matters in the end?
The answer to all of these questions is LOVE.
It's always important. Good or not good love yourself (first). Let that person be ... be ... be yourself. All problems in the past are related to loving enough or yourself not enough. Starting with yourself love yourself enough and in the end the heart may stop but the love continues to grow.
Morning 12 - The 3:15 Experiment
(((ah that's a great dream ))) ... ((( thinking I would perhaps write about it, it vanished while finding my pen, paper ... POOF!!!)
Being a dream lover I will believe that my dream set me up for this. Was my subconscious mind protecting that dream, pulled from my memory at the instant of waking to write about it?
Our dreams ... awakening ... our awakening.
Are most people forgetting their dreams when they wake?
Get a dream journal, place it by your bed. Write down what you do remember. Well it didn't do me any good this morning. So live your dreams that you do remember.
Now, where is that little dream hiding? I am going back to sleep to see if I can find it. Am I living it now while I am sleeping or awake?
Day dreams and night dreams. All dreams are really one giant dream. Live with passion from the heart and all your dreams are dreamed awake.
8/12 @ 3:43
Being a dream lover I will believe that my dream set me up for this. Was my subconscious mind protecting that dream, pulled from my memory at the instant of waking to write about it?
Our dreams ... awakening ... our awakening.
Are most people forgetting their dreams when they wake?
Get a dream journal, place it by your bed. Write down what you do remember. Well it didn't do me any good this morning. So live your dreams that you do remember.
Now, where is that little dream hiding? I am going back to sleep to see if I can find it. Am I living it now while I am sleeping or awake?
Day dreams and night dreams. All dreams are really one giant dream. Live with passion from the heart and all your dreams are dreamed awake.
8/12 @ 3:43
Monday, August 10, 2009
Morning 9 - The 3:15 Experiment
Housework it is never done
it gets in the way of so much fun
There’s often a dish in the sink
if my son needs to clean it, it causes a kink
I can get the work done
it’s a matter of time
Holding my son responsible
is like accusing him of a crime
Just a simple task, a sweeping
to clear up what’s on the floor
Becomes a deep, mean insult
and he’ll even up the score
Couldn’t it be that he’s 14
and he’s going thru puberty
Or is he destined here for slacking
past the year of thirty-three
Is it conjured in pure malice
the fact that he won’t clean a spoon
He completes a job so rarely
I think once on the last blue moon
So we battle and we scuffle
and we bout and I give in
He is growing in such a hurry
He’s almost growing out of his skin
To carry any anger
Or an animosity in anyway
Is like wasting the too short moments
already running faster everyday
I’ll be looking at a man soon
living his life the way he will be
He’ll make choices on his own then
without a word being said by me
Day’s end the chores are finished
it wasn’t easy but this is true
The boy that I have bickered with
everything about him grew
I love my son ... 8/9 @ 3:38
it gets in the way of so much fun
There’s often a dish in the sink
if my son needs to clean it, it causes a kink
I can get the work done
it’s a matter of time
Holding my son responsible
is like accusing him of a crime
Just a simple task, a sweeping
to clear up what’s on the floor
Becomes a deep, mean insult
and he’ll even up the score
Couldn’t it be that he’s 14
and he’s going thru puberty
Or is he destined here for slacking
past the year of thirty-three
Is it conjured in pure malice
the fact that he won’t clean a spoon
He completes a job so rarely
I think once on the last blue moon
So we battle and we scuffle
and we bout and I give in
He is growing in such a hurry
He’s almost growing out of his skin
To carry any anger
Or an animosity in anyway
Is like wasting the too short moments
already running faster everyday
I’ll be looking at a man soon
living his life the way he will be
He’ll make choices on his own then
without a word being said by me
Day’s end the chores are finished
it wasn’t easy but this is true
The boy that I have bickered with
everything about him grew
I love my son ... 8/9 @ 3:38
Saturday, August 8, 2009
Morning 8 - The 3:15 Experiment
I collect the feathers that lay scattered beneath the tall trees - sacred medicine or just feathers ... I love them. I gather the information for teaching to gain more knowledge. Sacred wisdom or just information ... I love it. I gather the artistry and intuitive ways for the laying on of hands. Whether it is sacred healing or just touching ... I love it. I gather the dreams and visions from my days and nights. Whether or not is is just my imagination ... I love it.
The knowledge and the wisdom and the nudges and the insights I don't question. When it all comes together in my heart in the time when it is right it is magic. It is sacred. It is what makes me a gifted one. Gifted with medicine from the animals, gifted with knowledge organized by Spirit, gifted with skills guided by my ancestors and images designed and shared by Source.
Putting them all together from the heart I am a Medicine Woman.
As the coyotes cry on the hills above me I will watch out for that one (Coyote) that I have loved.
The knowledge and the wisdom and the nudges and the insights I don't question. When it all comes together in my heart in the time when it is right it is magic. It is sacred. It is what makes me a gifted one. Gifted with medicine from the animals, gifted with knowledge organized by Spirit, gifted with skills guided by my ancestors and images designed and shared by Source.
Putting them all together from the heart I am a Medicine Woman.
As the coyotes cry on the hills above me I will watch out for that one (Coyote) that I have loved.
Morning 7 - The 3:15 Experiment
giving me my freedom
(8 minutes has passed and nothing is coming in)
OK
I feel asleep while waiting for the idea of what to write and checking in there is nothing to write but this.
water ... get a drink and go back to sleep
8/7 @ 3:26
(8 minutes has passed and nothing is coming in)
OK
I feel asleep while waiting for the idea of what to write and checking in there is nothing to write but this.
water ... get a drink and go back to sleep
8/7 @ 3:26
Morning 6 - The 3:15 Experiment
It was on the morning of August 6th ... FULL MOON energy and having just left the lunar eclipse from the night before. I had spent the evening before in Moon love and moon lore with a dear friend, doing sacred healing work under the Moon.
I did not want to wake up when the alarm went off @ 3:15. I did not want to wake up because I was sleeping like a baby on its belly, sprawled out on the surface of Mother Moon.
I could feel the cool energy of Mother Moon vibrate into my body ... yes it was cool like the ascension chills that you get when the truth comes in free. Mother was chanting me a lull-a-bye while I rested on her heart. It was the greatest tranquility that I have ever felt. To answer an alarm seemed silly and disrespectful so I didn't get up to write.
the next morning I woke to find this ...
Luna bella luna Moon, you are coming into your fullness soon.
Grow grounded to Earth, gaze up to the sky.
Live love and in peace. Take in Spirit's HIGH.
Luna bella luna Moon, you'll be in your balance soon.
You'll see the world and all its delights
While laying on my surface of silver, cream and white.
Luna bella luna Moon, you'll have to wake for your day soon.
I promise you as you move and go.
I'll continue to hold you, I love you so.
I did not want to wake up when the alarm went off @ 3:15. I did not want to wake up because I was sleeping like a baby on its belly, sprawled out on the surface of Mother Moon.
I could feel the cool energy of Mother Moon vibrate into my body ... yes it was cool like the ascension chills that you get when the truth comes in free. Mother was chanting me a lull-a-bye while I rested on her heart. It was the greatest tranquility that I have ever felt. To answer an alarm seemed silly and disrespectful so I didn't get up to write.
the next morning I woke to find this ...
Luna bella luna Moon, you are coming into your fullness soon.
Grow grounded to Earth, gaze up to the sky.
Live love and in peace. Take in Spirit's HIGH.
Luna bella luna Moon, you'll be in your balance soon.
You'll see the world and all its delights
While laying on my surface of silver, cream and white.
Luna bella luna Moon, you'll have to wake for your day soon.
I promise you as you move and go.
I'll continue to hold you, I love you so.
Morning 5 - The 3:15 Experiment
Ever present, always calm, you watch over me ... you are my Mom.
You have cared for me on the darkest night, always keeping on a sweet night light.
Your love is full, your grace is right, you bring me through each and every night.
You want me to rest and you encourage me to play. You aren't even gone in the light of day.
You have always been, you're not leaving soon. You share love with me, you are my Mother Moon.
inspired by the Full Moon shining in my bedroom window @ 3:29 a.m.
You have cared for me on the darkest night, always keeping on a sweet night light.
Your love is full, your grace is right, you bring me through each and every night.
You want me to rest and you encourage me to play. You aren't even gone in the light of day.
You have always been, you're not leaving soon. You share love with me, you are my Mother Moon.
inspired by the Full Moon shining in my bedroom window @ 3:29 a.m.
Morning 4 - The 3:15 Experiment
Balancing fear ...
The first half of my life was spent living in it.
The second half of my life is about walking away from it.
Everything finds its natural balance line. That is the mastery of life.
I am so grateful really to be growing old, as it brings with it the importance of letting go.
The first half of my life was spent living in it.
The second half of my life is about walking away from it.
Everything finds its natural balance line. That is the mastery of life.
I am so grateful really to be growing old, as it brings with it the importance of letting go.
Morning 3 - The 3:15 Experiment
Whether just one step ahead or just one step behind the love that I seek seem to be stepping out of time. I seek him out and I want him. I wonder who he is an more. He just isn't rushing to go knocking on my door.
I'm alone, but I'm not lonely. I am wanting, I'm not weak. The love that I look clearly for appears nowhere, not a peek. So I move on, traveling forward. I happily go on with my day. It's been such a long time since I've been coupled in a special way.
Searching but not stranded. Wanting a love that's more. Sharing and caring, I'm remaining open for a love that's more. Surely he is waiting and longing just like me, with desires of companionship, soul sharing and letting it be.
If he's out there then where is he? Is he somewhere, will I soon see? This man I will give love to, is he ever going to be?
8/2 @ 3:30
writing again ... found on the next page
I'm keeping myself busy, doing things that are good and true. Trying to heal the planet, creating sweet space for me and you. Don't you want to know my laughter, my scent, my laugh, my song? Don't you want to know my passion for dividing right from wrong?
I wake each day with courage and a soul centered and a heart that's strong. I wait for you undauntedly. I'm wondering what's taking so long.
I'm alone, but I'm not lonely. I am wanting, I'm not weak. The love that I look clearly for appears nowhere, not a peek. So I move on, traveling forward. I happily go on with my day. It's been such a long time since I've been coupled in a special way.
Searching but not stranded. Wanting a love that's more. Sharing and caring, I'm remaining open for a love that's more. Surely he is waiting and longing just like me, with desires of companionship, soul sharing and letting it be.
If he's out there then where is he? Is he somewhere, will I soon see? This man I will give love to, is he ever going to be?
8/2 @ 3:30
writing again ... found on the next page
I'm keeping myself busy, doing things that are good and true. Trying to heal the planet, creating sweet space for me and you. Don't you want to know my laughter, my scent, my laugh, my song? Don't you want to know my passion for dividing right from wrong?
I wake each day with courage and a soul centered and a heart that's strong. I wait for you undauntedly. I'm wondering what's taking so long.
Morning 2 - The 3:15 Experiment
Society is at the dawning of man/human. More than the sun, everything is rising. Rising tides, rising emotions. The ebb and flow seems imbalanced but it is fine. All things balance. It is inevitable.
This balance is however, swinging us in the extremes. Greater contrast, further reach, wider berths and greater risks.
As we reach further we can extend beyond our old ideals.
A wider berth can give us a greater view of the horizon.
Greater risk always equates to increased value.
These times that we are in are what they are to be. They are what we have co-created as our manifested destiny.
What power!
What great opportunity to grow!
The greatest outcome is always present during the greatest challenges.
8/1 @ 3:27
This balance is however, swinging us in the extremes. Greater contrast, further reach, wider berths and greater risks.
As we reach further we can extend beyond our old ideals.
A wider berth can give us a greater view of the horizon.
Greater risk always equates to increased value.
These times that we are in are what they are to be. They are what we have co-created as our manifested destiny.
What power!
What great opportunity to grow!
The greatest outcome is always present during the greatest challenges.
8/1 @ 3:27
Morning 1 - the 3:15 Experiment
I was so excited that I started early ... July 31 @ 3:15
The planned path of exodus while escaping from the dark will never leave our physical being without a tattoo, placed upon our spiritual flesh, inside of us for none to see.
The artist is our heart.
This tattoo can be intricate artistry.
We will not be free of it. The marks are our map, our course of life in stepping from the dark and traveling into light. It is marked deep within our soul, mapping our journey to full insight.
Should we ever find ourselves in darkness again we can remap our vision by looking within.
The planned path of exodus while escaping from the dark will never leave our physical being without a tattoo, placed upon our spiritual flesh, inside of us for none to see.
The artist is our heart.
This tattoo can be intricate artistry.
We will not be free of it. The marks are our map, our course of life in stepping from the dark and traveling into light. It is marked deep within our soul, mapping our journey to full insight.
Should we ever find ourselves in darkness again we can remap our vision by looking within.
it is interesting ...
I worked with a dear friend last night, helping her detail and organized her information and course of intentions to mentor the Munay-Ki. I mentored her through the rites recently and she has taken on the responsibility of an Earth Keeper in the Heroes Journey and she is carrying the rites to others now. The evening was a blessed reward of all the she and I are doing.
In working with her I was granted several epiphanies throughout the evening. The grand catagory that the epiphanies fell into is that I am doing the work, walking the walk and talking the talk that Spirit intended for me to do. I live in a magical world of love and light, of love and service, of love and brilliant visions and dreams (both day and night) of a better world. It is happening ... one person at a time begining with me.
When my dear friend left last night my emotions flowed and tears rained down my face. Some of the tears were of appreciation for my Father. The essense of my Father has been present lately. He is a much sweeter soul now than he was before he left this earth walk. I am a much sweeter soul now than I was before he left this earth walk too. I thanked my Father for his essence that kept me "real" in a situation that came before me this past week.
From that thought I spiraled into the thoughts of a beautiful man that I met two years ago. We shared contact again yesterday and it was as sweet as usual. This man came into my life at a most, perhap the most significant pivot point of my entire life. This man held space for me and this transition point at a very high level of respect. We had just met at the time that my friend Gayle was passing. He was there for me in amazing ways.
That series of thoughts brought me back around, full circle to walking the walk, talking the talk and doing the work that Spirit intended for me to do. Spirit lines us up so well when we allow it. The work ... learning, growing, teaching, knowing ... receiving support, healing, supporting others while they heal, being in and of loving service for our individual and tribal awakening ... the work showed its course last night.
This has been a life long journey. I had been walking towards this path most of my life. It was two years ago that I realized I could no longer live vicariously through my higher self any longer. It was the time that I be my higher self. Two years ago ... this coming August 15th ... my dear friend Gayle left her earth walk. Gayle was my catalyst, she lit the fire under me. Gayle was the volunteer, placed here by brilliant organizers to motivate me into action.
I have written a lot about Gayle so some of you know the story.
As more tears stream down my face today ... as I come towards the mark on the calender when I will sit with Gayle's essence in gratitude, I wonder will she bring the rain again or will she just send a nudge on the wind that activates me further and deeper into the knowing of who I am. Whatever happens I am so grateful.
In working with her I was granted several epiphanies throughout the evening. The grand catagory that the epiphanies fell into is that I am doing the work, walking the walk and talking the talk that Spirit intended for me to do. I live in a magical world of love and light, of love and service, of love and brilliant visions and dreams (both day and night) of a better world. It is happening ... one person at a time begining with me.
When my dear friend left last night my emotions flowed and tears rained down my face. Some of the tears were of appreciation for my Father. The essense of my Father has been present lately. He is a much sweeter soul now than he was before he left this earth walk. I am a much sweeter soul now than I was before he left this earth walk too. I thanked my Father for his essence that kept me "real" in a situation that came before me this past week.
From that thought I spiraled into the thoughts of a beautiful man that I met two years ago. We shared contact again yesterday and it was as sweet as usual. This man came into my life at a most, perhap the most significant pivot point of my entire life. This man held space for me and this transition point at a very high level of respect. We had just met at the time that my friend Gayle was passing. He was there for me in amazing ways.
That series of thoughts brought me back around, full circle to walking the walk, talking the talk and doing the work that Spirit intended for me to do. Spirit lines us up so well when we allow it. The work ... learning, growing, teaching, knowing ... receiving support, healing, supporting others while they heal, being in and of loving service for our individual and tribal awakening ... the work showed its course last night.
This has been a life long journey. I had been walking towards this path most of my life. It was two years ago that I realized I could no longer live vicariously through my higher self any longer. It was the time that I be my higher self. Two years ago ... this coming August 15th ... my dear friend Gayle left her earth walk. Gayle was my catalyst, she lit the fire under me. Gayle was the volunteer, placed here by brilliant organizers to motivate me into action.
I have written a lot about Gayle so some of you know the story.
As more tears stream down my face today ... as I come towards the mark on the calender when I will sit with Gayle's essence in gratitude, I wonder will she bring the rain again or will she just send a nudge on the wind that activates me further and deeper into the knowing of who I am. Whatever happens I am so grateful.
Friday, April 3, 2009
a mystical conclusion ...
good morning to my Love ... the morning air has called my name and beckoned me outside to find the wonder of the day and breathe it in. the sky is deep with heavy gray clouds and the coolness in the air is calming. the darkness of the storm clouds and the luminous sun coming in behind them is creating a large canvas of earth art for me to view. the birds are singing and the wind chime's are gently striking against each other. it is a song for me. my heart is open from the pleasures of life ... in this moment, to this day to come and beyond. in the sights and the sounds of morning I am able to form a mystical conclusion that all is well in my day as it begins.
Wednesday, April 1, 2009
from June 10th ... "amen" ...
I am innocent in many ways and happy to be. In one way that is present to me today ... I have not known that crystal clear, vividly marked love of a man for me a woman before in this life time.
I am magic in many ways and happy to be. In one way that is present to me today ... I have the potential and the intention to know (co-create with him) that crystal clear, vividly marked love of a man for me a women in this lifetime.
Amen.
I am magic in many ways and happy to be. In one way that is present to me today ... I have the potential and the intention to know (co-create with him) that crystal clear, vividly marked love of a man for me a women in this lifetime.
Amen.
Monday, March 16, 2009
Prayer in Lodge ...
In the first round … as it holds honor to our babies, our young ones and our children, I ask Grandfather to heal you from those years. I ask that you be relieved of any pain from those memories that you hold of the things that may have been done to you that no young one would even imagine. I asked that you be soothed from any pain that you hold for not having been given the care, comfort and protection that a little one needs and deserves. I ask that you be given the strength to forgive your chosen birth Mother and birth Father for any inability they may have had to be better parents to you. I ask that Grandfather in his great wisdom give you more or less as he knows you better than me.
In the second round … as it holds honor to our older children, our adolescents and young people … the ones in between the not small enough and not big enough stage of life. I ask Grandfather to heal you from those years. I ask that you be relieved from any painful memories that you may hold from any way that you may have been mistreated, abandoned or even discarded. I ask that you be soothed from any pain that you may hold for not having been given the guidance, respect, dedication and protection that a young one needs and deserves. I ask that you be given the strength to forgive your chosen birth parents and their relations, your siblings for any inability they may have had to be better caregivers for you. I ask that Grandfather in his great wisdom give you more or less as he knows you better than me.
In the third round … as it holds honor to the grown ones, the adults in the stage of life that we are now in. The age that brings us "the knowing" of who we have been and the directions for who we are becoming … the time where we deal with our past and our future. I ask Grandfather to heal you in these years. I ask that you be relieved of the pain that you may be feeling from fear, from loss and from lack of direction in any present moment. I ask that he support you as you seek your highest good. I ask that he lift your feet on your path so that you can move forward in life and find the joy and comfort that you deserve. I ask that he give you strength to forgive yourself for any inability you may have ever had to be a better person for yourself and for others. I ask that Grandfather in his great wisdom give you more or less as he knows you better than me.
In the fourth round … as it holds honor to the elders, the old ones, the wise one, the lived ones, the experiences ones. I ask that Grandfather answer my prayers from the first three rounds as that will support you and prepare you for all that you need when you are an old one. I ask that Grandfather in his great wisdom give you more or less as he knows you better than me.
Full Moon Lodge ... June 18, 2008
In the second round … as it holds honor to our older children, our adolescents and young people … the ones in between the not small enough and not big enough stage of life. I ask Grandfather to heal you from those years. I ask that you be relieved from any painful memories that you may hold from any way that you may have been mistreated, abandoned or even discarded. I ask that you be soothed from any pain that you may hold for not having been given the guidance, respect, dedication and protection that a young one needs and deserves. I ask that you be given the strength to forgive your chosen birth parents and their relations, your siblings for any inability they may have had to be better caregivers for you. I ask that Grandfather in his great wisdom give you more or less as he knows you better than me.
In the third round … as it holds honor to the grown ones, the adults in the stage of life that we are now in. The age that brings us "the knowing" of who we have been and the directions for who we are becoming … the time where we deal with our past and our future. I ask Grandfather to heal you in these years. I ask that you be relieved of the pain that you may be feeling from fear, from loss and from lack of direction in any present moment. I ask that he support you as you seek your highest good. I ask that he lift your feet on your path so that you can move forward in life and find the joy and comfort that you deserve. I ask that he give you strength to forgive yourself for any inability you may have ever had to be a better person for yourself and for others. I ask that Grandfather in his great wisdom give you more or less as he knows you better than me.
In the fourth round … as it holds honor to the elders, the old ones, the wise one, the lived ones, the experiences ones. I ask that Grandfather answer my prayers from the first three rounds as that will support you and prepare you for all that you need when you are an old one. I ask that Grandfather in his great wisdom give you more or less as he knows you better than me.
Full Moon Lodge ... June 18, 2008
x 3 ...
apples, alchemy, anatomy - benevolence, bold kindness, breathing - crusty breads, courage, colors (all of them under different forms of light) - dahlias, dancing, difficulties - earth, energy, enthusiasm - friends, fires, forests (not forest fires) - greens, gardening, grace - honesty, hip huggers, holding (loved ones) - islands (off the coast where I live), incense (nag champa), ice (when it forms snowflakes) - J 1, J 2 and J 3 - K (the only one), kisses (narcotic quality), kindness (again) - LOVE, learning, lodge - music, (the) MOON, melting - nutmeg (fresh), nudges (from Spirit), NEW (Moon Intentions Setting Circles with the amazing women in our group) - oceans, (sweet) onions, oils (essential) - pinot noir, palo santo, painting - quality, quantum results, questions - REIKI, romance, rocks (romance rocks) - sharpies (pens for art and writing), still points, salads - teaching, Thanskgiving, textures - Universal (LIFE Force Energy), unity, undaunting (faith in onesself) - vishudda, vulnerability, vegetables (raw and roasted) - writing, willingness, Western Slope (of Colorado and the Aspen trees there and a hundred memories all good, including the Devil's Theatre) - x-tra credit, x-tra savings, x-tra time - you, your courage, Yosemite - (Led) Zepplin, Zazen, Zig Ziggler Seminars (just kidding, I am not a sales rep for a highly competitive company
Old thoughts on Father passing ...
My father passed in September of '06. It was a catalystic time for me, the outcome of which has been beautiful ... things that I never thought I would see in my lifetime came to be from the momentum of his death.
I wrote the following soon after his passing ...
My father passed away. The grief is overwhelming. Throughout my life my father and I let insignificant things get in the way of truly caring for each other.
What makes me sad, what is my grief? We wasted time and opportunities.
If you miss someone now who is still alive, stop missing them. Get in front of them and tell them how you feel. Apologize, forgive, listen, speak, explain, understand, ask to be undersood ... or just make your missing them known.
Our journey on this earth is about many things. In the finer moments it is all about love ... first to accept love and learn and the exchange is to give love and teach.
The journey of a loved one is much too short when they are gone and you are left behind to miss them
I wrote the following soon after his passing ...
My father passed away. The grief is overwhelming. Throughout my life my father and I let insignificant things get in the way of truly caring for each other.
What makes me sad, what is my grief? We wasted time and opportunities.
If you miss someone now who is still alive, stop missing them. Get in front of them and tell them how you feel. Apologize, forgive, listen, speak, explain, understand, ask to be undersood ... or just make your missing them known.
Our journey on this earth is about many things. In the finer moments it is all about love ... first to accept love and learn and the exchange is to give love and teach.
The journey of a loved one is much too short when they are gone and you are left behind to miss them
Kitty Report ...
How could I resist a pour little kitty?
I am in need of some professional examinations I think ... this is my 4th rescue in just a little over two years ... Mojo the leopard gecko rescued 18 months ago ... Lily the AMAZING dog rescued last October, Banu the ball python rescued last month ... all our pets now.
AND NOW .... the little hisser (kitten) found day before yesterday ... initially placed in protective custody, confined quarters (to protect it from its self) in a cat carrier by some incredibly courageous friends, until I got off work that evening.
I knew I was facing trouble when the perfect name for the little hisser came forward. Solid black kitty surviving in our "mean streets" neighborhood to even be found ... magic, pure magic ... kitty, black kitty ... black magic ... kitty name ... Voodoo!
There is no such thing as a free pet ... NO SUCH THING AS FREE PETS ... this is what I kept telling myself. There are a lot of good people out there. Our common thread is LOVE. I am one of those good people (sucker that I must be). The owner must miss this cute kitty.
So I sent out the prayer requests to my friends, for me .... that the owner shows up fast (posted on craigslist and the local paper, signs around the hood too) ... if there is no owner ... who wants this incredibly cute little hisser?
It is sad that I have received 7 inquiries from cat owners ... their cats all missing ... 6 of them missing in my "mean streets" neighborhood. Not a single question about "the little hisser" ... Voodoo, that I have taken in. Hum?
It turns out that Voodoo is one mean little MOFO at this moment in time. I don't think calling "IT" Angel would help either. This little "IT" just might have been wild in my "mean streets" neighborhood? No Way!!!!!
If I were CRAZY I would certainly considering keeping "IT" as "IT" has emerald green eyes, potentially a little black fuzz ball with EMERALD GREEN EYES ... come on, that is cute.
I have four friends already in line for "IT", if the owner misses "IT". Hum? I will have to write up a "NOT RESPONSIBLE FOR DAMAGES" contract for the SUCKA who takes "IT".
We housed "IT" in my son's bathroom last night and "IT" immediately took full residence. It was impressive that such a little ball of fur could create such an intense presence. This little "IT" was totally working the hostile energy angle. It was so clear that "IT" was totally freaked out and willing to mirror this at just about anyone who tried to care.
I left "IT" alone with food, water, a litter box, a fuzzy blanket and good vibes.
During the night I was aware of some amazing sounds coming out of the bathroom. At one point I wondered if a kitty that size could really create that much noise (damage) in such a small room.
"IT" could create that much noise (damage) in such a small room.
I felt like room service this morning for a cranky ... high maintenance rock star as I scanned the room that "IT" had totally destroyed ... potpourri (weird word), rock salt, q-tips and cotton balls EVERYWHERE. The trash can was knocked over and ... "IT" uses a cat box at least.
I cleaned the bathroom for "IT", placed fresh bedding in the tub for "IT", removed "sh"IT" for "IT" from the cat box, replenished food and water for "IT", "IT" let me touch "IT" for a second and then "IT" went VORTEX on me ... I RAN from the room before "IT" could get me ... !!! ... closing the door tightly behind me and in front of "IT" ... stating ... HOLY "SH"IT" !!!! as I ran down the hall with my broom and my cleaning supplies causing a racket for the other sleeping guests across the hall.
This is not my line of work.
I am in need of some professional examinations I think ... this is my 4th rescue in just a little over two years ... Mojo the leopard gecko rescued 18 months ago ... Lily the AMAZING dog rescued last October, Banu the ball python rescued last month ... all our pets now.
AND NOW .... the little hisser (kitten) found day before yesterday ... initially placed in protective custody, confined quarters (to protect it from its self) in a cat carrier by some incredibly courageous friends, until I got off work that evening.
I knew I was facing trouble when the perfect name for the little hisser came forward. Solid black kitty surviving in our "mean streets" neighborhood to even be found ... magic, pure magic ... kitty, black kitty ... black magic ... kitty name ... Voodoo!
There is no such thing as a free pet ... NO SUCH THING AS FREE PETS ... this is what I kept telling myself. There are a lot of good people out there. Our common thread is LOVE. I am one of those good people (sucker that I must be). The owner must miss this cute kitty.
So I sent out the prayer requests to my friends, for me .... that the owner shows up fast (posted on craigslist and the local paper, signs around the hood too) ... if there is no owner ... who wants this incredibly cute little hisser?
It is sad that I have received 7 inquiries from cat owners ... their cats all missing ... 6 of them missing in my "mean streets" neighborhood. Not a single question about "the little hisser" ... Voodoo, that I have taken in. Hum?
It turns out that Voodoo is one mean little MOFO at this moment in time. I don't think calling "IT" Angel would help either. This little "IT" just might have been wild in my "mean streets" neighborhood? No Way!!!!!
If I were CRAZY I would certainly considering keeping "IT" as "IT" has emerald green eyes, potentially a little black fuzz ball with EMERALD GREEN EYES ... come on, that is cute.
I have four friends already in line for "IT", if the owner misses "IT". Hum? I will have to write up a "NOT RESPONSIBLE FOR DAMAGES" contract for the SUCKA who takes "IT".
We housed "IT" in my son's bathroom last night and "IT" immediately took full residence. It was impressive that such a little ball of fur could create such an intense presence. This little "IT" was totally working the hostile energy angle. It was so clear that "IT" was totally freaked out and willing to mirror this at just about anyone who tried to care.
I left "IT" alone with food, water, a litter box, a fuzzy blanket and good vibes.
During the night I was aware of some amazing sounds coming out of the bathroom. At one point I wondered if a kitty that size could really create that much noise (damage) in such a small room.
"IT" could create that much noise (damage) in such a small room.
I felt like room service this morning for a cranky ... high maintenance rock star as I scanned the room that "IT" had totally destroyed ... potpourri (weird word), rock salt, q-tips and cotton balls EVERYWHERE. The trash can was knocked over and ... "IT" uses a cat box at least.
I cleaned the bathroom for "IT", placed fresh bedding in the tub for "IT", removed "sh"IT" for "IT" from the cat box, replenished food and water for "IT", "IT" let me touch "IT" for a second and then "IT" went VORTEX on me ... I RAN from the room before "IT" could get me ... !!! ... closing the door tightly behind me and in front of "IT" ... stating ... HOLY "SH"IT" !!!! as I ran down the hall with my broom and my cleaning supplies causing a racket for the other sleeping guests across the hall.
This is not my line of work.
Ingenious Passion ... a few months ago
A friend of mine recently shared an Aries horoscope with me, written by Rob Brezney. It read as follows …
"ARIES: a reader bragged to me about her prowess, she wrote "My capacity for expressing love far surpasses that of anyone I have ever met, I am a Sublime Genius of Love, a Master of Unconditional Compassion, a Virtuoso of Deep Empathy." Your assignment in the coming days, Aries, is to compete with her: Unleash a perfect storm of ingenious passion that will ignite subtle revolutions everywhere you go. Explore the frontiers of smart love".
I immediately wondered what this reader was doing bragging about being so capable of love and so enlightened about how to share it. What is she doing "bragging" with a consciousness like that when she could paint rainbows with her fingertips instead of focus on affirmations to live by. That is when it dawned on me that this was an affirmation, a mantra … a devotion to love.
Very sweet.
Then Brezny promotes a classic move to instigate other Aries beings to compete. Like he knows we will. We will or at least I did … compete … but with myself. I took myself to task on the part of the horoscope that centered in me, to "unleash a perfect storm of ingenious passion that will ignite subtle revolutions everywhere you go … to explore the frontiers of smart love".
That is such a powerful initiative and it compelled me to look at my desire for a love relationship. I seek my true companion with each aspect of my being … the emotional, the mental, the physical and the spiritual.
To "unleash a perfect storm" … a perfect storm … a perfect storm. What is a perfect storm? The thunderstorms that roll into the Rocky Mountains of Colorado on a warm/hot summer's afternoon … the kind of thunderstorms that you want to be playful in came to mind.
"Ingenious Passion" …
INGENIOUS: showing or calling for intelligence, aptitude, or discernment ~ marked by a special aptitude at discovering, inventing, or contriving ~ marked by originality, resourcefulness, and cleverness in conception or execution ~ clever.
PASSION: an emotion, a feeling ~ the emotions as distinguished from reason ~ intense, driving, or overmastering feeling or conviction ~ an outbreak of anger ~ ardent affection, LOVE ~ a strong liking or desire for or devotion to some activity, object, or concept ~ sexual desire ~ an object of desire or deep interest ~ fever, ardor, enthusiasm (you should never analyze enthusiasm), zeal.
As an Aries being I never have to pull passion off of a shelf and pack it to take with me. Passion never gets written down on my "TO DO" list. I am never without it, I never run short. If I were to mirror my passion towards many aspects of life to my relationship to money in my pocket book I would have a fortune.
I know there is a concern that is associated with passion, that it can be deeply stirring and ungovernable. Passion can be short lived and quickly faded. Here I am eager to be ingenious enough to move beyond my previous understanding of passion and to redesign it within myself. I believe this means a much more actualized approach, taking consciousness … awareness … the full sensory capacity of my higher being … and bringing that to the table of my life.
"Ignite subtle revolutions everywhere you go" … !!!!
"Explore the frontiers of smart love". This is what I am ready for.
"ARIES: a reader bragged to me about her prowess, she wrote "My capacity for expressing love far surpasses that of anyone I have ever met, I am a Sublime Genius of Love, a Master of Unconditional Compassion, a Virtuoso of Deep Empathy." Your assignment in the coming days, Aries, is to compete with her: Unleash a perfect storm of ingenious passion that will ignite subtle revolutions everywhere you go. Explore the frontiers of smart love".
I immediately wondered what this reader was doing bragging about being so capable of love and so enlightened about how to share it. What is she doing "bragging" with a consciousness like that when she could paint rainbows with her fingertips instead of focus on affirmations to live by. That is when it dawned on me that this was an affirmation, a mantra … a devotion to love.
Very sweet.
Then Brezny promotes a classic move to instigate other Aries beings to compete. Like he knows we will. We will or at least I did … compete … but with myself. I took myself to task on the part of the horoscope that centered in me, to "unleash a perfect storm of ingenious passion that will ignite subtle revolutions everywhere you go … to explore the frontiers of smart love".
That is such a powerful initiative and it compelled me to look at my desire for a love relationship. I seek my true companion with each aspect of my being … the emotional, the mental, the physical and the spiritual.
To "unleash a perfect storm" … a perfect storm … a perfect storm. What is a perfect storm? The thunderstorms that roll into the Rocky Mountains of Colorado on a warm/hot summer's afternoon … the kind of thunderstorms that you want to be playful in came to mind.
"Ingenious Passion" …
INGENIOUS: showing or calling for intelligence, aptitude, or discernment ~ marked by a special aptitude at discovering, inventing, or contriving ~ marked by originality, resourcefulness, and cleverness in conception or execution ~ clever.
PASSION: an emotion, a feeling ~ the emotions as distinguished from reason ~ intense, driving, or overmastering feeling or conviction ~ an outbreak of anger ~ ardent affection, LOVE ~ a strong liking or desire for or devotion to some activity, object, or concept ~ sexual desire ~ an object of desire or deep interest ~ fever, ardor, enthusiasm (you should never analyze enthusiasm), zeal.
As an Aries being I never have to pull passion off of a shelf and pack it to take with me. Passion never gets written down on my "TO DO" list. I am never without it, I never run short. If I were to mirror my passion towards many aspects of life to my relationship to money in my pocket book I would have a fortune.
I know there is a concern that is associated with passion, that it can be deeply stirring and ungovernable. Passion can be short lived and quickly faded. Here I am eager to be ingenious enough to move beyond my previous understanding of passion and to redesign it within myself. I believe this means a much more actualized approach, taking consciousness … awareness … the full sensory capacity of my higher being … and bringing that to the table of my life.
"Ignite subtle revolutions everywhere you go" … !!!!
"Explore the frontiers of smart love". This is what I am ready for.
thoughts on love ...
it is in the love that we have known, the love that we are living ... that manifests the love that will change the world ... LL
Friday, March 6, 2009
what the .... ?????
that last blog posted automatically in a nice color and in my usual font ... sweet!!!
Well ... well ... well
I read my own blog yesterday and reading it caused a tenderness to set into my heart. I tracked some growth, some lessons, some vulnerability here on this blog.
Always seek the highest good. That can be a complex and introverted process. Maybe that is where I have been in not posting here. After all this blog is wide open.
I have loved this form of expression. I have been blessed to be productively and effectively busy over the past several months and that has been valid reason to not sit and type out what is growing in my life. However I miss the arena. I have not missed out on growth, I have missed this place of expression.
I have posted blogs on myspace, I have considered a newsletter, I am in the process of creating a website and I am pledging to myself that I will sit in the "indigo swirls" of my heart and mind at the very least once a week from here on out.
I am going to transfer some of my blog posts from myspace over to this blog.
Now ... what the heck was the font that I use here, what color blended so well (in my opinion) ... my mind has filled with other things and for the sake of this moment I will post this as it is.
I remain so grateful for Gayle, she will always be such a remarkable inspiration for me.
Always seek the highest good. That can be a complex and introverted process. Maybe that is where I have been in not posting here. After all this blog is wide open.
I have loved this form of expression. I have been blessed to be productively and effectively busy over the past several months and that has been valid reason to not sit and type out what is growing in my life. However I miss the arena. I have not missed out on growth, I have missed this place of expression.
I have posted blogs on myspace, I have considered a newsletter, I am in the process of creating a website and I am pledging to myself that I will sit in the "indigo swirls" of my heart and mind at the very least once a week from here on out.
I am going to transfer some of my blog posts from myspace over to this blog.
Now ... what the heck was the font that I use here, what color blended so well (in my opinion) ... my mind has filled with other things and for the sake of this moment I will post this as it is.
I remain so grateful for Gayle, she will always be such a remarkable inspiration for me.
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